my fault =____________=

this entry is not connected to the previous entry 

its already one of my habit to let the window of my room open except when out more than 3 days...i never ever closed the window whenever i went to sleep...its not bother me at all...just let the air flow pass through my bedroom everyday...good habit or what :)...i don't know when the last day i opened it..maybe two or three weeks before my last touched...you all know that bedroom is the place where most of it are private matter right?!i'm sure you agree with me..what?you not sure?okay,let me tell you what things you usually do in your bedroom.grooming is a must,i don't know where you groom everyday unless that in your own room...you read,call the precious one,get undress,  prepare yourself for shower and sleep..etc...

those who have the same habit as me...you better watch your back..stay alert bro!!!you don't know who else in your room..lately, i just came out from the shower and well...i play a song by mobile phone and enjoy while getting my shirt on...then somehow i felt chilled wind blow through my opened window,what do you think i will do??yup,i'll closed it..but when i got near to the window and before i close it i noticed that across the road,a women sit by her window and stared at me..i'm just about to dress up that time,well rumah teres la dikatakan..she stared at me until i shut the window closed..*dup dap ...nevous  

  *gulp  i don't know how long i didn't notice the matter and what else did she saw..i hope that its the first time....so,i got my lesson..but to those who opened his/her window widely,better not be..don't be like me...it is all my fault -___________-

just this time....

for this entry....i'll let go my egoistic,just once....just this time...this is the first and the last...its hard to let it go but.....but...but......it will make you change your mind towards the boys....well....some of them...*chill bro...take a deep breath and continue the story   okay....i'm...typing....but..it is okay to tell the story??*nervous waaaaaa!!!!i cannot believe what am i trying to do.....am i already let the ego off??i don't think so.....what to do??*kabut  yeah!!!i got it,i just closed my eyes and let me think that the purpose of this entry to change their perception about the boys....here we go......ARGHHH!!!!.i can't do it...i....can't tell them that boys do cry too...but not often....cannot proceed with the story...i'm sorry..let just wait for the comments...if they say go on...then what will do??*sigh

hey you GUYS.....

HELP!!!spidey rushing to the place where villains messing things up...save the citizens and hit that bad guys as hard as he can...got credit from mayor and continue fighting for the sake of all people....or call 911,hey mister....my neighbourhood is on fire...and the call ends there...fire fighter do their jobs..put out the flame...one of the resident yell''What are you doing!!!after a while you shoot the water,the flame just got bigger??just aim right!!''...wah..chill bro..they know what they doing..after all,its not easy to put out some fire...fire extinguished and the neighbourhood returned to the condition as before except for some house to be rebuild.....but my help is not kind of help....i'm not living in wonderland...

its crazy if i'm asking help from batman or superman etc.*sigh..... Help..anyone....someone...anybody....hehe..just noticed that when we combining the two words someone + anybody = anyone..get it??*or i just be fooled by myself? ....okay..we continue,my kind of help is kinda simple...its about my weight....during PLKN,it is around 51 and when i started fasting there,it drop to 47 and still.....i had eat a lot these days..and i really mean a lot...it just be my hobby now....i put myself on the weighing scale and TADA!!!the reading is same as before..47kg....*didn"t mean to brag .....need some opinion from my friends....

hmm...weight gain??got it comment from facebook,but i did check the price*memang la murah kan nak beli bende camtu... most people burn hundreds for lose their weight but me??spend hundred to gain weight??i don't think so...now,other suggestion???no pills okay guys....others??losing more weight will drag my points from normal to underweight*fuh...my aim is around 60kg...so...is this a right moment to use this word below?

ouch!!

ceh....boys and girls are the same on how the way they think...boys said girls are complicated and so do the girls think about the boys...for me,girls really are complex...9emosi dan 1 akal??don't you think its quite hard for you to understand them?please say yes....true statement plak..if i'm wrong,please don't hesitate to correct me up...i don't know much about onnanoko(girl)...but let me tell you about otokonoko(boy)..you said boys are more complicated than girls,so let me reset your mindset...

have you ever heard about curiosity kills the cat??haha..sorry if i made mistake....but thats  represent most of the boys side...9 akal and 1 emosi right?simply called mystery that what boys love to solve...this just lead to ''aurat''... before i go with the mystery that boys love to solve...let me explain about girl's ''aurat''...as we all know that nowadays,girls seem to be reckless about this matter...bak kata orang putih, show them what you got..then apelagi,dorang pun show la...dedah sini,dedah sana....masyaAllah....and some of they said..girls!!show them your asset....ish ish ish...konon nak pikat hati lelaki la tuh...okay if that the way you like,choose between DOSA atau Pahala ...same with Neraka or Syurga ....simple question...most of them must answered  the blue one...am i right?depends on your answer...so here we go...

hmmm..let me story you about my mom's late younger sister .....she was white as snow,and she was very concerned about her ''aurat''...boleh kata cara pemakaian dia cam kat atas nih but tudung tuh lagi labuh...she was very warm and kind...but one day,when she going upstairs to her classroom,dia sengseng la kain tuk nek kelas but before that, dia turn left and right to check whether the boys are around...so they not around..apalagi dia sengseng la kain nak naik kelas...but Allah datangkan dia pelajar lelaki masa tuh...Allah buat sebagai pengajaran kepadanya...the boys saw her and said''wey,cuba kao tengok kaki dia,putih giler...''... she noticed that..with red face she run away upstairs,takut la dikatakan...wah..sampai gitu sekali...erm..but girls nowadays kisah apa....orang kata putih la kaki dia...haha..da bangga da dia...nanti promote pulak product that she is using....ish ish ish....next she ngadu kat ayah dia(my grandfather)dia cakap...abah...saya nak pakai purdah......grandfather replied,orang pakai purdah nih sebab sekiranya dia ada penyakit atau kecantikan dia boleh mendatangkan kemudaratan kepada dirinya atau orang lain....okay,from here,kita amik pengajaran.....yang elok kita amik,yang buruk kita ketepikan..insyaAllah...please la....don't put on an outfit that too tight...hilang keayuan seorang muslimah...ish...kita nak tutup aurat bukan melapik aurat...renungkan lah..

what do you think about her??

MYSTERY

yezzaaa....the mystery matter is more to girls...but boys love doing the solving matter...the mystery is,identity of a girl...yup...you must not expose yourself to boys..let them solve by themselves...kurangkan bergaul dengan lelaki...what do you think when they said "perempuan sepatutnya senyap tapi tidak,kecoh giler" there no more surprise about you..your voice should slow down...it reflects the thing about you...SHY is what you must have..don't let it go away easily...your beauty and your body shape are one of the things you should keep for your husband later on...itulah perhiasan diri seorang wanita kepada suaminya...and still the husband kene bayar mahar to get that...so why give yourself easily to others...take care of yourself....any more add ups??sangat digalakkan...

renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal...insyaAllah

Think +VE!!

Friends.....do they trust me??depends on them..but when i told them,they replied with sarcasm..ermm...people..everyone have their own opinion...friends??for me,it consists of both sex..male and female..but the way how treat both gender are different..ok fine...the boys said ''haha,man..ko layan gak perempuan''...when i walk at alamanda with the boys for movies, a girl,friend of mine, come to me...she said ''sombong an ko skang''..haha..ape laaa...alamanda is a shopping complex near putrajaya that most of my putrajayarians work...so, whenever i see a girl whether from my SMK Putrajaya Presint 8(1) or SMS Bagan Datoh, i just say ''hey''...thats enough...just trying to avoid the word ''SOMBONG'' come out from her voice..do you know what the thing i told my friends until they replied with sarcasm??

just a simple thing---A.k  t.a.k  m.e.s.e.j  p.e.r.e.m.p.u.a.n--

ok...from here i know that some of you now maybe says that ''ek elle,poyo la budak nih'',''ingat ade budak nak mesej dia!!'' ,''bajet la dia nih!'' , ''ingat aku mati ke tak mesej ko''.....maybe this words come from their mouth... but still i stick with my Principe..do you know that,many things unexpected can happen when a boy messaging a girl.. we should try to avoid the word  FITNAH!! ..come on la guys..we can' stop people from keep talking..so want we can do is avoid...what will you do if your girlfriend messaging with a anonymous boy??mesti soal kow kow punyer an!!....x ke kesian kat budak tuh??x pasal pasal kene sound ngan boyfriend....so,suits yourself,but for me..i have other things to care about...its okay for a girl message me but remember that only a appropriate message i will reply such as an emergency or ask about hukum islam...think deeply before doing something...for your information,the only girl i message are those who have relative with me...if you want me to message you,marry my eldest brother...haha..just joking....haha...ignore the thing that i just said...

SORRY

my apology to those who i not reply their messages.....i start not to message girl is in April...thats why previous month you still receive my message but its stop there...seek for your forgiveness ...and hakimah(kim),i'm very sory for not reply,i just don't know what the thing i should message back...if i could press the CTRL and Z button can undo my action,i'll do that...can you all do me a favour...??please don't give a harsh look on me when you see me wherever an whenever we will meet...we still friends...

till then...insyaAllah :)

conflict between nikman and a boy affect his facebook??

after wandering for a while...then i stared through the wall...i've been thinking ''sudah cukup ke amalan aku nak bawak ke akhirat kelak?''...out of the blue,someone knocked my door and called my name...''nikman!!ini aku la..bukak la pintu,biarkan aku masuk''...well,of course i let him in...then i asked him''ko buat ape kat sini?''...then he replied''aku datang nak tolong ko''....then we start our conversation...as a normal person,i questioned him ''ko boleh tolong ak dari segi apa??''..................


boy : urm...nikman...i know you better than you know yourself...

nikman : well boy...i think you got a wrong person here,my dear..

boy : nope..i got you Nornikman bin Malek..i know more about you beside your full name and your ID number...

nikman : then,why don't you try me...

boy : as you wish...nikman malek,now you suffered from the way how  you live..you seems to be wandering around act like a normal person,hang out with your friends..but worries lie within you are now becoming more complicated...while you around your friend,happiness is the thing that you showed  to tell them that you okay...but i know you better..remember that...

nikman : stop right there!!enough,okay!!i admit...you better than i do..so,in what way can you help me through my misery life??

boy : first i posted at your facebook wall about FB...

nikman : (after saw the post)what the heck are you doing that to my facebook??who are you??how can you access my facebook..as far as i know,only safwan and akif can access my facebook?how you pass the security network?

boy : i have all your password nikman malek...haha...it seems like you don' know me..okay let me brief about myself....

nikman....my name is nikman...

i'm the boy who already lives as much old as you live...end of intro,i am you nikman...you can called me IMAN,i love that name very much...okay...now you know me??

nikman : wow!!okay!!its kinda weird and quiet confusing..

iman : confuse is a normal thing for now..

nikman : but..but...why did you do this to my facebook?

iman : okay nikman..i'm just want to help you..after subuh prayer...what did you do besides al-mathurat??online facebook right??here i am to manage your time wisely...you said you want to lead people to a way that Allah prefer..how about manage yourself to be the best first??in the way to be a better person on islamic way,you must put yourself as number one then you put other people...what you did in MAJLIS ILMU was great and now focus about yourself..

nikman : fine..but now,how am i supposed to reach my friend??

iman : haha..what a childish question that you are asking me??mobile phone...they can contact you from here and so are you...please nikman,be a grown man...without you they can still survive what...haha.you not that important to them...you just wasting your time be around them..

nikman : hah?what?is that so??

iman : cool nikman...i'm just messing up with you but other than that is true...

nikman : so,iman...what am i supposed to do now??

iman : well,i'm already manage your time...tak kan nak suruh semua ana buat wahai nikman malek..you manage yourself...i just support you from inside...okay bro??

nikman : yezzaa...thanks a lot iman...without you..i don't what am i going to be...

iman : no worry la nikman...you just need moral support...haha..helping you means that i helping myself at padang masyar later on...just promise me nikman...what Ali Zainal Abidin said to you,just do what he told..he just want you to success in your life and at akhirat kelak...insyaAllah

if anything goes up nikman...you can roger roger me!!

no hal la bro...love you iman...

*well,thats what my facebook life gonna be...i'll try control myself about facebooking....maybe once in a month i'll online..but still i love you all ...

damn you machine!!!

most of the rich person have more than one air-conditioner..and for me it is enough with one air-cond...this was my second time overnight at my friend house at Taman Seri Putra...the night i'm having there is not the night like any other hotels that i have already been..my friend here can sleep within zero degree in his bedroom...Pergh!!! i solute that..but please don't make me died from frostbite...to warm myself,i sleep early around 10.30 pm  in his blanket...with the air condition like almost in the refrigerator,do you thing i did sleep well??no no..you wrong!!damn cold machine!!after subuh baru bleh tenang tidur after he switch off that device...i didn't blame my friend but i blame the machine...why not his air-cond like other air-conditioner in the hotel...when i'll grow up,i'll never ever have a thought to place the air-conditioner inside my bedroom...

*this story just for fun only...it depends on a person to judge him/herself about the machine...

Life with soy bean~~

everywhere i go,there must be a can or a bottle of soy bean...and i really mean everywhere..haha.yup,when the soy bean in my referigerator was already finished,its like 'ARGHH!!!nak kuar gi shell bli soya bean!!'..no other drinks except soy bean..sometimes at mamak i prefer others than milk..haha..i know that milk can solves hunger issues..so when i'm full and i'm out with somebody,soy bean is not my drink.the original flavour of soy bean is just the thing i accept..there are other flavours beside original taste,hrmm..i already taste soy bean+corn milk..it is my first time taste other soy bean milk..and it taste awful..blarghh!!!i don't know why in the world should exist this soy bean type..i post it in my facebook..and yup..i got comments about the soy bean+corn milk..not so many people like it..maybe most of the malaysians..haha.i guest..the next time i tried soy bean milk gula melaka flavoured..but before i bought that milk..i have a doubt..should i take this drink or not.then i stared at my mom face..she said.why don't you give it a try..like 'no pain no gain'...sort of...hehe..but when i taste it,it not like the word i'd mention before..it is most like 'yes pain but no gain'...for me...enough about others..stay with the original soy bean...yezzaa!!!

its was a great day!!!thanks a lot SABDArians...

8th April 2011-arrived and had rehearse during night
9th April 2011-the day where we had our graduation day(nova-x)


what a exhausted trip from Putrajaya to Sekolah Menengah Sains Bagan Datoh,Perak...arrived exactly 2.00pm..then after prays had been done,i had my breakfast for the day..huhu..this day i just ate two times only..3.00pm and 11.00 pm..i thought that want to riadah basketball with the boys..eventually there was a meeting for nova-x first alumni in Dewan Makan around 5.30pm..so missed the game with them..what a shame..when the meeting was called off by ustaz Azli,ape lagi kitorang bantai la riadah smpai 7.15 pm...haha..we all just ex-student of SABDA,so the rules is ours..

.just the time to have shower,we all(nikman,najib,jaris,fikar,saiful,aliff amri,fahmi,aizat,etc) in dorm al-12 which is now belongs to EMERALD,asked each other whether did us bring any soap or shampoo...colgate is the what i just brought...we all borrowed soap from the juniors..thanks a lot Juno..we had rehearsal after done isyak prayer..it end up around 10.45pm..most of the boys(novas)just sat at the canteen and watch MAHARAJA LAWAK while having their dinner..me,just went back to dorm for dinner and fell asleep when about Juno came into al-12..some of the boys to had dinner at pekan  bagan datoh..they borrowed ustaz Nadzri's car..makan x ajak pun...huhu

lepak dengan ustaz Nadzri moment

first early in the morning on 9th April 2011,i heard the doors across our dorm was been knocked..

argh!!bising la!!da la the last night i can't slept well because of the chill air we were having...around 8.00 i'm having breakfast at the canteen..the SABDARIANS already at court bola tampar while ustaz mohamad lectured them...we finished up our attires for the big event..yezzaaaa

al-12

faris fakhri

shafiq salmi

after the event that was launched by Zahid Hamidi...lunch at DM..yup.i'm and shafiq salmi had our lunch with my favorite teacher...joined after by miss shida..they kept calling the girl that busy bertugas to tease me...we all can go back home had DM lunch(maybe our last time ate there)...most of the graduates went back with their parents..it kept on boring when one per one graduates went back home..so,we decided to go too..

we missed our first bus and had to wait for 5.00pm bus....me.taib.acim,zouk,purung,safwan adik,faris,shafiq salmi went back together...arrived at Teluk Intan..we bought bus ticket on 8.00pm sharp..while waiting for the bus,,we had our dinner(6.55 pm at the mamak's)...thats was truly troublemaker that one of the mamak was having..poor me that always keep on changing meal bcoz of there the meal i was ordered was out of stock..and shefon's beverage still not coming after a while waiting...he had drink issues with the workers..hehe..after prayed,we all jumped in the trasnasional bus ....riuh giler dalam bas kami buat...
then it comes to a deep silent..everyone went to sleep..haha..BUKIT JALIL is our destination...shefon and zouk went back with zouk's mom's car..me,purung,faris,acim,taib,adik, bought a rapid train ticket to Bandar Tasik Selatan..seperated with purung left in the rapid train and straight head home...faris then went back home at BTS...while buying ticket,i met up with my PLKN member,Fidaullah..he just came back from Putrajaya and heading to Kepong..i bought ticket to Shah alam...

in the train,me.adik.taib,acim lepaking..haha..taib said that there should be no more train headed pelabuhan klang..so,i stop at KL central on 11.45pm..taib,adik and acim in the same train to sungai buloh and rawang..the night at the central was too quiet..shops all closed except for mcdonald..so,my mom picked my up at central and headed to shah alam..then i fall asleep...thats all for the moment with my friends..love them much..haha..bye

BEHIND THE STORY
wah!!gler sronok dapat lepak kat lam asrama..seres best.wlupun tdo agak sejuk malam tuh...but dpt jmpe juno,ikhmal,azuan ngan mohd nurfaiez mmg sronok..riadah basket..waduh..lame x main...time kat SABDA je la dpt men...best gak dapt lepak ngan cikgu meme and ckg zalila...makan sonok kat dm..de plak gambar nova-x kat lam di DM..bangge siot...cikgu zalila kuar skali g pekan..agak best...hepy time tuh...tapi ble sume da nak blek kurg a rse dye..mse singkat lak...insyaAllah de mse stg la...just wait for the alumni..haha

Going..going...gone

my friend's wife fell in love with an antique bowl on an auction..and her sister offered to help her get it. When bidding began we were all separated  to different parts of the room,with my friend on the last sit at the last row. As the price of the bowl began to skyrocket. He quickly saw the problem,his wife and sister competed against each other. He quickly responses to his wife...but it was too late. the dealer just knocked the 'thing' down and ''sold to the gentleman on the back row...''.haha...how frustrated my friend were...

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