when somebody u trust become..............

try imagine the situation that i'm having.....such a long journey with some friends that you can give all of your trust to him/her,i mean.....he/she always there for you....yela,hangout together,always pay visit at his/her classroom,dine together,study and all sort of things you both did together...thats so cool if you can imagine how the life is...all about you, he/she knows....wah!!still contact la after all he/she is the one you can rely on,shoulder for you to cry.....hummmm....

well,everything change when you feel that he/she starts looking at you as such a pain at the bottom...its like all the things being upside down...sorrow is my best friend right now...it really hurts when your trust been crushed just like that...although when he around me,i don't feel the same way as before,i thought he can cheer up my day but totally i was wrong....*really disappointed but the loneliness doesn't last long,really kind friends ask me out...yezza...so maybe i'm not contact with the sabdarians for awhile....just want to spend my time,healing...thanks Ridwan,zulhani,fatin amanina,hazim for always keeping me alive from the disaster,i don't know how to say but....i really appreciate you guys....thats why i'm out from publishing any entry..feels uneasy to write one...huhu...thx for reading my lonely moment....